Title: Awake, aware, and amazed

Gender: Female

Age: 46

Sun Sign: Gemini

Chinese Sign: Water Rabbit

Location: Home in the Pacific Northwet, at long last!

My life has changed so very much since I joined Zaadz.  Not at all as a result of joining; I joined because I knew something was missing in my life.  Zaadz seemed to be the place to find the missing “peace”, and while I'm sure I would have met (and will meet) people who will help me along my path, my answers had to come from within.

When I joined, I had just left my husband and traveled from South Carolina to Texas to visit the oldest of my two sons.  I had no plans from there.  All I knew is that my body was dying, I was unhappy, and I didn't have the answers.

After a month in Texas, the voice we all hope to hear…or perhaps feel is a better term (it's that vibration that resonates in us when we are truly listening and paying attention) informed me that if I thought the drive to Texas was a long way, just wait.  I repacked my van, pointed it even further west, and started driving, knowing neither where I was going nor where I was supposed to be.

I now live in Washington state, not far from where I lived 12 years ago when I was with my ex-husband (I'm still married to my husband in SC).  Though my previous marriage was very unhappy, part of me felt like this is home…that I belong in the green and the mountains and the liberality.  That part of me was correct.  Washington is home.  My spirit is happy here.

I rent a room from a friend until either my husband and I can work things out (not likely) or I can finish my book and sell it.  It's a good book.  It amazes me that I know enough about the content to write it.  Having said that, I still don't know which ultimate form it will take.  Might be self-help, might be autobiographical fiction.  Please pray in your own way for my future editor; he or she is going to need a lot of positive energy to seam together some pretty stream-of-conciousness stuff.  I'll be posting some things I've previously written in preparation for my “ramping up” toward getting my book written.  The term “ramping up” is one of those synchronicities I keep seeing; I created the intent to “ramp up” my progress, and ever since, the term keeps poking me in the ribs and tickling me.  Gotta love synchronicity; there are no such things as coincidences.

My life is wonderful.  It has its ups and downs, but definitely more ups than downs.  I no longer use my wheelchair.  I go for mild hikes on some of the lushest, greenest trails you've ever seen.  I bought a $10 bicycle and it's been one of the best things I've ever done.

I still don't know where my Self is taking me, but I embrace my life.  Life is good.  Namaste'.

Member Since: Tuesday, January 02 2007

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